Looking toward Christmas

The season of Advent: Christians believe that the season of Advent serves a reminder both of the original waiting that was done by the Hebrews for the birth of their Messiah as well as the waiting of Christians for the second coming of Christ.

I love this time of year – the waiting and expectation of Christmas, of snow and real Winter. There is excitement in all of it – remembering childhood Christmases so full of anticipation and then the growing of faith and the wondering of all that Christmas means to me now.

I like to savor every moment of this “time before” – the knowing of this celebration as our Heavenly Father wanting to enter our world and our lives.

On this quiet morning, I sat enjoying. The light from my little indoor tree softly lit small treasures from childhood, first years on my own and more recent finds that speak to me of the joy and wonder of this time of year. I sat…looking toward Christmas.

3 years

I was sitting on the front porch with my morning coffee thinking as I often do, how fortunate I am to live in this funny little house that I love, with a quiet woods surrounding me, views of the mountains through the trees, my dog and my cat for companionship, work that I love, wonderful neighbors…the list goes on as one thing led to another in my mind. And then I remembered, September 13 – 3 years ago on September 13 I closed the purchase of this house and moved on to the property.

I “camped” the first night as I had arranged for the movers to deliver my household goods on the 14th. Prior to buying this little place Karl, Bob and I had been living in Wild Thing for seven months as we travelled the U.S. Those travels are chronicled in a log and photos via the link on the right: RV Log Feb-Aug-06 – here.

The longer story of how I came to find this place has been told twice on this blog: here and here.

I remember that first night on the property. I have never felt that the confines of Wild Thing were too small. If there is anything I get tired of when travelling in her, it is the proximity of other people and the need to be vigilant about noise and light in the early hours when we are up and about and others are not. So, this first night – to leave all of the blinds open, windows open and not worry if Karl barked, to be able to step out in the morning and let both boys out without leashes, to hear nothing but the sound of the woods – it was wonderful.

It was, however, raining on moving day morning. But the movers were not deterred and by the time they arrived the rain was very light. They were happy to be able to back the truck nearly to the front porch with the ramp hitting the ground practically at the front door. No stairs, a one floor house, a person who travels VERY light – they were unloaded and on their way in less than 3 hours and Karl, Bob and I had our quiet back. Also a lot of boxes!

After living in a space of approximately 300 square feet for 7 months, even my little 1200 square foot house felt roomy. Opening boxes with things that I had not seen in 7 months – some even longer as my previous move into a small rental house I knew was temporary and I left as much packed as possible – it was a bit like Christmas. In fairly short order, all was unpacked and put away, pictures hung and chairs set out on the front porch!

It looked a bit different then: peeling paint on the porch boards, blue trim, falling apart porch rails, the 6 foot high fence WITH electric wire to keep the deer out of the yard and garden.

My neighbor, Nancy, stopped over last night bringing me tomatoes and green onions from her garden which is surrounded by this same fence minus the electric wire. In a wonderful trade almost 2 years ago, she and her husband Mike, removed the garden fence and graded the area in return for the fencing material for their garden. You can read about that here and here.

We were talking about my fresh paint, and their current project: expanding their dining room, and home improvement stuff in general…mainly about how much we would like to do and yet how much we’ve done and remembering to not forget the progress made. And remembering to enjoy what we have and how much nicer things are each time a project is completed. It was nice to talk and laugh and acknowledge with another how grateful we are for where we are.

The garden has moved and in its place is a grassy spot that is peaceful and easy. I enjoyed the front porch from that first day I moved in but I do have to admit that I am very happy with its current look.

From the front porch: 3 years.

Going Home

I feel like I’ve written ad nauseum about my love for Montana and I think it gets even “worse” when I go away in that “absence makes the heart grow fonder” kind of way. I have lived in northwest Montana for 15 years and the love has had its cycles as all love does. My other love of exploring sends me out and about and I always enjoy the adventure but there is also that ache for the place that is the place right for me.

“Home” – it is different things for each of us I suspect. I feel a lot of at homeness when I travel in the motorhome as I have the companionship of Bob and Karl, this rolling home which is comfortable and familiar no matter where it is parked, the company of family and friends via email and blogs. I love the routine of traveling this way and spending time in different places.

But there is always the “pine” for Montana and my small spot there. I tamp it down so as to enjoy the experience of where I am – else, why go? But on the way home, especially as I get to those places that have reminders of home, the excitement grows. The return trip is always so exhilarating and wonderful and I like to draw it out and enjoy that feeling of knowing that I’m on my way home. It is an odd paradox of wanting to be there and yet wanting to take my time and enjoy the getting close.

This morning, I am 404 miles from my house. I am at Western Wings RV Park. I believe that its main reason for being is as a shooting spot (clay), but there are level sites with water and power and a self-check in/out system. There are 2 of us here. I found it two years ago travelling to Colorado to see my folks. There is nothing else around – Roberts, ID is not a large town and it is some distance away. I took a lot of photos last night and am just off to catch sunrise over the pond and then be on my way home. Photos from here after I get home. But what a place to spend this night before the run to home…quiet except for the birds, so isolated and perfect temperature – I left blinds and windows open.

I’m on my home road: I-15 over Monida Pass, turning west on I-90 and 93 north from Missoula. This part I know and love and the miles go by almost too fast when I’m going home.

Rolling north

It is calm and clear this morning and looks to be a beautiful morning so will roll as soon as we’re ready and it is full light.

Another route modification to stay on the interstate but out of Utah…: I-80 to Wells, NV, north on 93 to Twin Falls, ID, east on I-84 then I-86 to Pocatello and I-15 North. If I don’t have to stop for weather we should make Pocatello or further.

Noon Mountain Time – quick stop to check weather. Just crossed the Snake River at Twin Falls. Have new respect for Evil Kneivel – WOW!…more like the Snake River Gorge! Sky is blue with puffy white clouds so far. On to Pocatello.

4:30 p.m. Arrived Western Wings RV Park, Roberts, ID – about 20 miles north of Idaho Falls. God willing and the creek don’t rise we will be sitting on the front porch tomorrow this time.

Pics from today in a bit.

In Joyful remembrance

Carole Davis, my friend and a fellow rvr passed from this life to the next yesterday afternoon. From her daughter:

It is with both sadness and joy that I write to you today. My mother, Carole Davis, passed away this afternoon at 1:30 after struggling this last year with a terminal illness, ALS. She went in for a tracheotomy about 2 weeks ago to help with her breathing and, while there, found that she also had an advanced form of lung cancer. She held on until she was transported to a beautiful, warm nursing home at which time she took her last breath and died peacefully.

Please join me in rejoicing in her life and in all the wonderful ways in which she touched us all.

I had the privilege and fun of meeting Carole a little over a year ago at an rv gathering. We had “met” in our group chat room and via bulletin board posts prior. Carole was as much fun in person as she was through her posts. After the gathering we remained in touch via email. She was a strong and honest encourager of my photography, writing and my life in Montana. She also shared the difficulty of this last year as her health deteriorated. I am thankful that her passing was peaceful and thankful for the ways she touched my life.

Truly, in joyful remembrance.

***The main photo was taken in Rockport, Texas, from the dock at the RV Park where we gathered. The superimposed photo of Carole was taken one night when we were all together for dinner. January, 2008.